It's been years since we were together.. and yet
it feels like only days when ever we meet.
I worked with Bruce back in 1986.. we became friends
with benefits however, Bruce wanted more.. I didn't.
Bruce also lived in walking distance to where I had my home
with my children at that time. I too was a bit older ..
I seem to always run in to Bruce when I am in this store
close to my house but in New York State. It seems Bruce
is always getting medicine and I am always getting vitamins.
Bruce always talks to me asking about myself and my children
and I always feel a deep caring on his part not just a surface
feeling but really caring in his words..
Yesterday, again I was speaking with Bruce and he asked again about my life.. " Are you married? dating anyone? still working as you were? How are your children..
how many grand kids do you have now? "
Then he asked a question he never asked before..
"why did I break up with him?"
I just said," we were in different places in our lives.."
I should have said..
You were 24 and I was 38 and couldn't have anymore children
and he was young enough where he would want children."
Bruce asked me at that time to marry him and I didn't want
to be married to anyone after dealing with a horrible marriage
and abusive man.. to much baggage to bring to his life.
Bruce has been married now for a while, and no children.
Odd how live deals the cards.. He was great with my kids
and they liked him too .
We gave each other a huge hug,
I gently kissed his cheek and told him I always loved him..
He has always had Adoration for me as I held the same
Always with love,